It’s been exactly 5 years since I started working. I can still recall what exactly I was doing sitting in office at this time- struggling with bulky files given and trying to figure out what data I’m supposed to pick up. The naïve me! While I was getting ready for office this morning, 5 years old morning in Chennai flashed in front of my eyes. I was in local train in early morning hours. When I reached final stop, I waited for office bus to arrive but to my dismay I couldn’t see any bus coming and neither any staff standing. I took an auto and headed towards my destination. After few minutes, I saw my office bus overtaking my auto! Finally I reached office and was welcomed by Boss and other colleagues. I was given bulky files to go through and work on them and that’s how my day started. Those were days when I wasn’t cooking at home with my friends because we didn’t have any LPG connection. I had to be dependent on office canteen. As you can expect, the food there was horrible. I couldn’t find anything eatable but managed to survive till one month on curd-rice, sambhar-rice and bread-omelet. I used to love curd-rice during college days but after that one month’s horrifying experience, I’ve not touched curd-rice again till date. We managed to get LPG connection after one month and celebrated our freedom of eating at home! It was a tough time as we were not able to find any North Indian food joint nearby our office or home. We had to be dependent on outside hotels, restaurants and mess which primarily served South Indian food. I’ll never ever forget those days! They taught us a lot… hardships, struggle, friendship, standing for your friends, value of money, savings, home-made food, happiness even in limited resources.
It’s worth a mention that those were days when not all four of us had regular jobs. We faced difficult times too. I worked for my company without any pay for 1.5 months because the girl who joined before me disappeared randomly and this time they didn’t want to take any chance hence this was the condition which I accepted because I wanted a job with this good company. While I was struggling my other three friends supported me emotionally as well as financially. Things improved later on and I started getting my salary. One by one two of my friends lost their jobs and were really shattered not just on professional front but also at personal level. We all four again stood rock solid with each other. We supported each other in all possible ways. Those were times when we were really happy even after facing such difficult times and without much amenities. We used to cook a lot, talk till late night, dance, have fun, go shopping- which usually was grocery shopping, movies with other friends and come back walking on empty Chennai roads in late hours (now that’s something I missed doing in other cities I lived). We never cribbed that we don’t have that fancy job and salary package but we were happy and that I feel was enough to get us going. I still strongly feel that that was the best phase of life in terms of everything. The real happiness!!
Today we earn well, are settled respectively in our lives; moved to different cities and two of my friends have moved to Bangalore. Life has moved on and so have we. When I look back, I see a lot has happened since then. I’ve changed, my surrounding, friends, family and my life has changed drastically. Few people who were strength and life support are not in my life anymore and I’m still surviving without them. That means that life never stops for anyone. We feel that we can’t live without anyone- our parents, siblings, boy/girlfriend, husband, wife, kids, friends etc. but life teaches you everything. It’s up to us whether we choose to move on or cling on their memories and get stuck in past. When I lost my ex and one of my very-very close friends, life seemed stand still. But I had to move on; I had no option left with me. It was hard, very difficult but somehow everything fell in place; from professional to personal life. Touchwood! I don’t say that everything is perfect but what I see now is better than before. I had my own level of hardships, lessons, struggle and that made me what I am today. Though not very proud but not disappointed as well.
A quick rewind of past five years-
– Came back to Chennai exactly after a month of leaving it permanently
– Got my first job with a very reputed company
– Struggled, learnt and managed my life at personal and professional level
– Started full time cooking
– Had the best relationship phase with my Ex
– Spoke to parents about our relationship, parents spoke to each other
– Hated Chennai like anything
– Tried moving to city where my Ex was but all in vain
– Had an ON/OFF relationship with my Ex
– We broke up as things didn’t work out between families
– Left Chennai permanently
– Was jobless for 4-5 months
– Moved to Bangalore for a temporary job and spent every quarter of that year in three different cities
– Travelled to new cities for job interviews via every possible mode of transportation- buses, trains, flights
– Had amazing time with friends- Pochu and my girls gang
– Met guys with wedding prospect- some rejected me and I rejected many
– Finally got job in Capital city where I dreaded to go, as my ex was there
– Met my old school friends
– Was betrayed by one of my very close friends and chose not to be in touch
– Travelled to new cities for work related things
– Learnt new dimensions, domain of my work
– Met a lot of new people
– Tried hard to come back to Bangalore
– Attended my best friend and close friend’s wedding
– Got job in Bangalore
– Underwent a life-threatening emergency surgery on the way when I was supposed to travel to Bangalore from my home. On 4-5 weeks of medical leave with no job in hand, later my current company agreed to wait till my recovery
– Spent Diwali with my family after 5-6 years
– Back to Bangalore and resumed work
– Found Love again, Pochu came into my life; both set of Parents agreed
– Got engaged
Phewwwwwwwwww…… So this has been my life in past five years in nutshell !!
Still need to go a long way but these 5 years have been amazing and I’m glad that I was able enough to pick up my shattered pieces and move on.
Got engaged? Arre waah 🙂 Ye toh mujhe pata bhi nahin tha! Badhaai ho, however late that might be. Shaadi ki date kab ki hai?
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Yup.. aapka toh pata bhi nahin chalta 😉.. anyways.. Will send u the details.. 😃
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Let me begin with the last. Congraaaaaaaats!!! 😀 You did have quite a mouthful during the last 5 years and yes! The best part is when we look back and believe that it was awesome! I like your spirit. 🙂
Thankkkk u 😃😃 indeed.. when we look back and retrospect we realize how far we have come! Those five years were like a roller coaster ride 😉
Wow, one helluva ride it is.
😉 Though not this dramatic, we have a similar timeline. I too should do this.☺
I am waiting to read… It’s a reminder to do…😃😃
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I have been stalking you since yesterday and reading one post after the other whenever I get a minute at work. I come back reading this, and felt exactly the same again. 🙂 Wow is my reaction. But this time I thought, Wow, compared to hers, mine was nothing. 😛
Our experiences can be good or bad, at the end of it all, we always gain. I’m so happy for where you are now. I know you are having a tough time dealing with finances and differences in your career graphs. But sometimes, all it takes is just one swap(I mean Job hopping) to change everything. Don’t worry too much about career. Give it enough time, love and effort, everything will just sort out. After all, you have an amazing person supporting you. 🙂 Take Care dear.
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Thank you so much for your lovely words and encouragement.. They really mean a lot to me… They came at the time when I really need a positive vibe.. Replying late coz I didn’t know how to respond..